A Twist in The Future

I had a twang of fear pass through me that I haven't had since the anxiety of failing classes was a very real feeling. I'd explain all the details, but he beat me to it. The entry is split in half, with the two topics that concern us both lately. The part I'm thinking about now is the bottom half.

Of course, I had to wake up two or three minutes before he got that last phone call. I noticed he turned his back toward me to look out the window at one point in conversation with the doctor. He might not have felt this way, but it was a classic "I'm concerned" move. The thoughts running through my head are thoughts of adoption, in vitro fertilization, and sperm count. I'm just going to leave it at that right now just because I'm sure I'll post on this topic later. I'm really surprised at how rational and calm I am. I'm not worried or scared or angry. The operation should be simple, if not expensive, and our family hopes are definitely not dashed. I'm curious, if nothing else, how the future will unfold.